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i WANT to change my LJ username...but needs a token for that.. *sigh* 

i love my LJ. I love my LJ. I really do...
but i neglected it too long and quite a few times, it becomes sort of weird to be back here.
my friends here have moved on - some un-friended me. *sobs*
EH-EHEM, OK IM FINE.
LOL.
SO -- here's a quick announcement... those who wish to stay, leave a comment. Those who dont let me know too, no problem :).

I do wish to keep these people, coz they are awesome.
imafuzzball ,michabo ,mssamyx ,zeit_paradoxonangelic_butcher , bj_4ever -- you are the awesomest :P...and some others whom i choose to befriended and keep.

Why do i feel so shitty.

Oh and ANYONE WHO HAVE ANY IDEA AND VIEWS OR REsPONDS TO/ABOUT ANXIETOL 7, PLEASEEEEEE DROP A COMMENT HERE!!! I heard it's quite good and so far better than Effexor and Zoloft -- being 100% natural with NO side effects.

what the...
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 What the heck.
Najib is our new Prime Minister?
Where was I??
I'm so - confused. uh. and very much in disbelief.. (-.-') *sigh*

After much stupid quarreling with my brother, and watch the "pertabalan" (crowning) of The Prime Minister on Youtube (had to coz i am in so much disbelief..i was like "what the hell happened to Pak Lah? No wonder he was so quiet.."),
Ok --  I neeeeed to get my brains back. WAKE UP. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THAT YOUR COUNTRY'S PRIME MINISTER IS SOMEONE ELSE THAN PAK LAH.

How bad was i... drifted away from the real word..? WHERE was i? Shit is scaring me somehow.  I feel strange..
I even chop off the line -- turn off my phone for 2 days now. So i could "recollect" traces of myself... i seriously feel that way, and i dont think anyone knows how that feels nor understand it. I have been off from my anti-depressant and anti-psychotics for 12 days, and how the time seem to move on very slooow and you are anywhere but one place. Hazy memories of one day before the present day. I live only this present -- no memories from the day before.. I could speak now like normal again, without any stuttering and confused by the very own words that wants to come out from your own mouth. Weird..
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**is very blank and blur**
*goes to sleep*

JODELAYHEEHOOO!
Ja! Nazichex
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! New beginning is the end of one thing. Good or bad it has been this 2008, just carry along the sweet ones with you in your briefcase of life for next year -2009. Eat less, Chew more. Talk less, Speak more. Hate less, Love more. And all the good things will be yours ;) (yes..from a swedish proverb...)

Cheers you guys, I need to get back up on my feet again as well!

( as much as u think im excited with the new year, im actualy not...i dont even know it's december, not november.. :p)
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Ish... it's been 11 weeks since i visit LJ. *glance to the left - glance to the right* I think it's pretty much dead here..just like the author herself ;P.

I think ich muss REVAMp!

Happy belaed Merdeka!
Happy Ramadhan to those who celebrates!
Ughh..uh.. i'm missing A LOT of things. Where my mind went missing for the past 11 weeks i also have no clue.

I want a new userid.
new look of the page.
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I DONT KNOW!!! *crickets creaks*
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null null null. *EDIT* TEH SIMS DONT MATTER! GO TO THE MEN's SECTION!!!
whore-ny nazi haha
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I'm just sick and bored. Diarrhea diarrhea + low iron..HAKPUi! Feels like spamming ma hommies - sims 2. Ehe. Coz eversince angelic_butcher declared her male sims's pregnancy..known as Silas..lol.. I MADE MINE PREGNANT AS WELL! THANKS TO MY SIS'S EDVARD RAMSBOTTOm...GAY name..Miles got a bitch to maketh bebeh.

1,2, a 1 2 3 4... *beats* *sings* "Here's how it all began.."


Miles was lonely..and depressed...


Love's unfolding dreams.. XPCollapse )

MIAHAHAHHAAH! OK! NOW! For the Reeeealll THANG'!

For your eyes ONLEH! (and a bunch of others too!^^)Collapse )

OOOOMGODIJUSTSAWBEARGRYLLSTOTALLYNAKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! *runs around with head on fire*

@ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_mxmGm2bFnM
MUAHAHAHAHAHH! THE POWER OF "DOWNLOAD THIS VIDEO " BUTTONN!!!

BEAR, IM RAPING YOUR BLOG SCHNOW!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!~

Speaking of Discovery people..Mike Rowe makes gay jokes..or JOCHKS! hahahah!~

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Look what the wind from the East blew in....
whore-ny nazi haha
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I'm stuck. Everytime there's a TV series with him in it, i'm stuck! My nervous system will tackle my heart beat, i'll get super excited, super weird, delusional at times, obsessive, wanting, neeeding, WANTING XD. It's like the "your first guy" theory (LOL, in a your-innocent-days' first love thing). It's true that they'll make u awkward when u 'bumped' into them again in the future...it has been a while. (OMG i'm talking like i have a relationship with him before XP)

A LONG LOST LOVE. *LOLOLOL*

There's this guy who became my knight in shining armour and prince charming ever since i saw Xin Yi Jian Mei! It wasn't really love at first sight - more like love at his first move...God his skills in martial art is to die for! He's so lithe and springy and balanced and unknockable..and I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY! U HAVE TO SEE IT FOR YOURSELF! (P/s: just found out he was a gymnast! XD Flexible guys completes me?! *hint "my nazi assassin"*) Then then there's his cold character, always quiet, only do what he has to do, cold gentleman...JUST... A LONE RANGER LIKE... a wonderer..i dunno how but that's how most of the characters he plays are like! And u know i like the hard-to-get ones! they are just so....RAWRRR! xD

Introducing *drum roll*....

ZHAO WEN ZHUO!
*also known as Chiu Man Cheuk/ Vincent Zhao/ Vincent Zhao Wen Zhuo/ godknowswhatelse*


{im suppose to picspam him here - but photobucket being a slow ass. He's SO hot.I know. The caps of him in towel can't be uploaded, like - STUCKK! XD tooo hot}

AND HOLYMACARONIPFFFFZHZHH!!!HAWTAHAWTAH!!!! 0:50 - 0:54, 0:57 *pants* SOBLOOOOOODYYYYYCUUUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEICANJUSTDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE! *chokes* ZIS ONE IS A MUST WATCH!! He's like....so....white!!! *GRRRAWWR! I JUST WANNA BITE HIS THIGHS!!!* GAGAAGAGA!! *drools* ONE WORD = ORGASMIC!!! *throwshandintheair* WHYYY DID HE GO AND DO THAT LOOK!! AGHHHHHHHHHHH!!! *gets sexually depressed*

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Rmp8rYujkg0

Anyway, he's been going back and forth to L.A this year, learning English (hehe! He has overly cute formal Mainland accent when he speaks Cantonese! Can't wait for his English!) and got a contract for 2009 film, AND Jackie Chan recommended him to the same agency that he's in, same with Jet Li's! So i do pray that he gets to go far and he SHOULD be recognized! His talents shouldn't be wasted! He's SOOOOO GOOD!!!! IN BOTH MEANS! XD HAHAHAHAH! But really, he deserves this!!!

And TVB just made a custome-made tv series for him, which is now on Astro On Demand, called Master of Tai Chi!!!! WHICH I AM LIKE EEEK-SOFREAKINGADDICTEDTO!!! Plus it's not in a present-time setting, which is LOVE!

Here's the trailer. My sis would probably be sick with the theme song by now if i chose to watch it downstairs XP. Check 0:20. FUCK. DROOLS.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=umWzpcp2uaU

And this one's INSANE! 1:57, then u'll know what i mean. SYIIIOK WO! xD Miahaha!


http://youtube.com/watch?v=948KLaxX6AY&feature=related

Err...2:50-2:53 was kinda 'gay' for me. LOL. If you follow the series then you'll know. The other guy (Luiyau Ngo/Derek Kwok) is rich, influental dude. He was sponsered to study martial arts. He's the one who put MoMa (Vincent Zhao) on track after having emotional breakdown and depressed due to the death of his Sifu/Master who took care of him since he was small coz his parent's passed away. Ehe. I DIDNT SLASH THEM! SHESSH. I was just saying!


Guh..im suppose to picspam!! UGHH! FRANKIE, LJ FRANKIE, WONT STOP NIBBLING THE WIRE. stupidgoat. AND PHOTObucKET WONT WORK SO...my plan to picspam have to postponed - again!

BUT!

BEFORE THAT! ONE WISH! = DEAR THE GOVERMENT OF CHINA, GET ZHAO WEN ZHUO TO BE PART OF THE BEIJING OLYMPIC'S OPENING CEREMONY, PLEEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! *poof*

And oh, yesterday i was at buyign some stuff with sis at Guardian Pharmacy, and there's a nice song playing in the pharmacy. Heh. No idea who sang it at first, but now I GOT IT HAAAY!~ XD It's a song from A-ha..u know the old band..lol.. AHA HA! ;P but i like this song very much. Summer Moved On is the title. Nice wordings too. Here, if you wanna hear it :http://youtube.com/watch?v=eUB9Rq8FcEQ

Summer moved on
And the way it goes
You can't tag along

Honey moved out
And the way it went
Leaves no doubt

Moments will pass
In the morning light
I found out

Seasons can't last
And there's one thing
Left to ask

Stay, don't just walk away
And leave me another day
A day just like today
With nobody else around

Friendships move on
Until the day
You can't get along

Handshakes unfold
And the way it goes
No one knows

Moments will pass
In the morning light
I found out

Seasons can't last
So there's just one thing
Left to ask

Stay, don't just walk away
And leave me another day
A day just like today
Stay, don't just walk away
With nobody else around

U-YE! GANDE'! ESTO EL BENNNYoOOOoS!
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XD WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *streaks* END OF SEMESTER TWO, BEBEH!!!!!!!!!!! ALL MY 5 PROJECTS ARE DOOOONE! FUck they stole 3 days of sleeping from me! That's Sunday til Monday for Figure studies (and that monday we had to go to Sunway Lagoon for live drawing..yeuughh! I was a walking zombie in a theme park.rar!), then Tuesday til Wednesday for TWO FRIGGIN' PROJECTS! Stupid RGB for Design 2 Lab, and Paper Art for Design 2! AND then... Wednesday to Thurday for My Portrait for History of Art & Design class... my worst work ever..just couldn't take it.. Oh wait... Friday til Saturday...yeah..didn't sleep too... Oh I'll snap pix of my 3D Letterform sculpture letter! Think i'll share with you guys..hehe! That's 4 days in this week onleeee! Sick college! But i'm pretty excited to go into my first majoring semester! .....
wait....

I HAVE COMPLETED MY FOUNDATION YEARRRR!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!~ YEAHHH!!! *BANANA DANCE!*

HEEEEEEEEEE!!! X3 ANd OH! OH! I'm going to Prison Break Live! 2 SUnway Lagoon this tuesday after GCL's Drawing Exam!! MIAHAHAHHAHAH!! U know what's that? Means i get to play MICHAEL SCOFIELD!! HAHAH! not play 'play'...like PLAY like i need to escape from Fox River!! Then there's Lynton V.Harris's Screaam Park! *sounds lame( but the guards warned us that it's pretty scary..dunno if he's just poking us) [like here: http://www.sunway.com.my/lagoon/attract/scream.asp] LOL - just read at the website, says "WE ARE CLOSE ON TUESDAYS!" MAWWWWWWWWWWWW! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! There goes my bragging to celebrate after Drawing exam...*head-desk* But hey, read the summary...good copywriting skill.. i'm chickening out a little due to overactive imaginations. Hahaha!
It's been a while since I take some personality tests and stuffs..it's quite addictive, agree? Plus, i read
dearkiki
's post and found this personality test which i haven't take before ^^ hehe. so her i go!

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I just got back from helping Aia and Ruz finishing their project... still, it's not finish... so best of luck to both of them who wont be sleeping tonight...hahaha!

I'm gonna post a few more rants later - coz my fingers are getting reallly itchy to post more...say... a nude model i found who looks like my handsome and manly man Howard Webb! Hahahah! He's the referee....dont laugh! *smacks* And, a few portraits... i have Milo, and a super-lazy-below-my-grade-half-hearted-drawing of Hillary Duff.. LOL!~ AND the new rave about a long lost Prince of mine xD.

T-T-F-N!

God my icons are LAME! (and i'm having diarrhea...i think coz of the wind in my stomach..wehn u stay up and do your work and not sleep, ur stomach wants fud but i forgot to feed them or ignore...hahah.. and ewwh, plus period pain - BADD!)

U-YE! GANDE'! ESTO EL BENNNYoOOOoS!
winters
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XD WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *streaks* END OF SEMESTER TWO, BEBEH!!!!!!!!!!! ALL MY 5 PROJECTS ARE DOOOONE! FUck they stole 3 days of sleeping from me! That's Sunday til Monday for Figure studies (and that monday we had to go to Sunway Lagoon for live drawing..yeuughh! I was a walking zombie in a theme park.rar!), then Tuesday til Wednesday for TWO FRIGGIN'  PROJECTS! Stupid RGB for Design 2 Lab, and Paper Art for Design 2! AND then... Wednesday to Thurday for My Portrait for History of Art & Design class... my worst work ever..just couldn't take it.. Oh wait... Friday til Saturday...yeah..didn't sleep too... Oh I'll snap pix of my 3D Letterform sculpture letter! Think i'll share with you guys..hehe! That's 4 days in this week onleeee! Sick college! But i'm pretty excited to go into my first majoring semester! .....
wait....

I HAVE COMPLETED MY FOUNDATION YEARRRR!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!~ YEAHHH!!! *BANANA DANCE!*

HEEEEEEEEEE!!! X3  ANd OH! OH! I'm going to Prison Break Live! 2 SUnway Lagoon this tuesday after GCL's Drawing Exam!! MIAHAHAHHAHAH!! U know what's that? Means i get to play MICHAEL SCOFIELD!! HAHAH! not play 'play'...like PLAY like i need to escape from Fox River!! Then there's Lynton V.Harris's Screaam Park! *sounds lame( but the guards warned us that it's pretty scary..dunno if he's just poking us) [like here:  http://www.sunway.com.my/lagoon/attract/scream.asp] LOL - just read at the website, says  "WE ARE CLOSE ON TUESDAYS!"  MAWWWWWWWWWWWW! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!  There goes my bragging to celebrate after Drawing exam...*head-desk* But hey, read the summary...good copywriting skill.. i'm chickening out a little due to overactive imaginations. Hahaha!
It's been a while since I take some personality tests and stuffs..it's quite addictive, agree? Plus, i read dearkiki 's post and found this personality test which i haven't take before ^^ hehe. so her i go!
Why not?Collapse )I just got back from helping Aia and Ruz finishing their project... still, it's not finish... so best of luck to both of them who wont be sleeping tonight...hahaha!

I'm gonna post a few more rants later - coz my fingers are getting reallly itchy to post more...say... a nude model i found who looks like my handsome and manly man Howard Webb! Hahahah! He's the referee....dont laugh! *smacks* And, a few portraits... i have Milo, and a super-lazy-below-my-grade-half-hearted-drawing of Hillary Duff.. LOL!~ AND the new rave about a long lost Prince of mine xD.

T-T-F-N!

God my icons are LAME! (and i'm having diarrhea...i think coz of the wind in my stomach..wehn u stay up and do your work and not sleep, ur stomach wants fud but i forgot to feed them or ignore...hahah.. and ewwh, plus period pain - BADD!)

3 potraits for the holiday...
Ja! Nazichex
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OK - so i have 3 victims of my sorry-"ABILITY"... to sketch...hehe ^^. As i promised : Brian Kinney!, my sis's Jussi Jaaskelainen, and godknowswho Jennifer Steele from Elle Girl...was desperate for a referance..haha ;P
Please be informed that it's my first semester's work XD LOL. And yes, i do sucketh in proportions sort of :P. Critic session online - starts NOW!

*DUNNDUNNDUNN*
*my usericons are so lame....* ahah.
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